I Feel Down

I feel suppressed, unable to achieve.

Not that I don't have my fair share of achievements (busts out the filing cabinet drawer to 1990ish) but I feel that I have no strength to achieve.

The way I see it, why? Why should I achieve only to try and try again, and fail.

Though the point may be made, that, what really have I tried to achieve. Quite honestly it's nothing that you, the reader, would know of.

So, to bring you into the light (or my light)...What I have tried to achieve is, truth.

Truth is a word that defines God, sure I will never reach the big guy, but I have tried to find such a path. However, most who will read this will say 'oh this is a post about religion.' To that I would say, false. For I do not take my fingers to the keyboard to jab about religion. I do what I do, to understand, to find a way, a truth. Therein I do not try to find a path to God but rather a path that is sensible.

Confused? Maybe because you are. When it comes time for a country, a nation, a peoples to look itself in the mirror and say "who are we?" and more so "who am I?" The country must know, must be sensible, and this is the stage America is at today. Questions that if answered will define a century.

When I say America, America is made up of 300 million individual human beings. Each one needs to ask themselves what am I doing? and why should I be doing it?

Should I go to a job I hate to support a family that I see four hours out of 24 in a day? Should I sleep in a trailer park and drink beer because I have no reason, no will, to better myself or my neighbor? Should I commit adultery because it is what pleases me while ruins the other 80% of my life? Should I smoke every known substance that is smoke-able because it makes me feel good, and well that's really all it helps you with?

I have asked these types of questions before, and I know that I myself have found the answers. But this is where the beginning of the post plays its role. Since I have found the answers, who will join me? If no one, then why should I walk the path before me? You can translate that to be "I have achieved" yet only failed to have others achieve as well, therefore what is my achievement worth. What is my truth in the eyes of the only truth that exists.

Now translate that back to the bigger picture of America. I feel...like one soul who sees things wrong, but wants to make them right. I feel like I want to stand in front of the world and tell America you need to shape up, or forget the next 100 years of life as you would wish to know it. And when I tell America, I do not tell just the hapless souls that inhibit the average middle income house in the suburbs of the country. I tell my message to every human individual of America.

I hope you the reader can understand this message and take it to heart. Sorry, for the long post, but it's time you look past the headlines and topic sentences, and look into your own heart, as I have done here.

Good luck, and as I have said before: "One person can change the world, but together we can all change the world and make that one person's job a hell of a lot easier.'

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